Prom or not prom?

I'm still not sure if I should go to prom this evening or stay at home.

I mean, I'm not in the mood and I'm sure I wouldn't enjoy it much.

Otherwise, my father said, you just go to prom once and that I should go.

But I would prefer to stay at home, wear something comfortable and play videogames or something. Or watch a DVD.

Naaaaah, I have no idea! DD:

School?! FUCK YOU!

School?! FUCK YOU!
Seriously.

I made it. I'm done with school. Just the prom tomorrow and then I will never see them again. Probably. None of them.

But I'm not sad. It's weird because my life will be different but to be honest... all the time it was like hell. Every. Fucking. Day.

And no one seemed to noticed that.

Most likely I won't miss them, I think. Maybe a few. But not much. It sounds mean but … it is like that.

I'm so done with all of them. With everything.

And the sad part about all of my school-time is that, really everybody, thought I'm fucking happy and enjoy this time of hell. Even the teachers.

How ironic.

Nevermind. Everyone is like that, huh?

We have to live with it.

The Whovians will understand. ;3

  

Sorry - a little bit lazy!

LONG TIME NO SEE!

Well, here I am again.

Anything new.. ?!
I finished the exams at school, got my marks..

And I HAD THE FUCKING BEST WEEKEND EVER!

Me, a friend and my two sisters went to Asylum Europe 4 to the Supernatural Convention (in Frankfurt).

We drove about.. 6 hours? Idk, but it was totally worth it, it was AWESOME!

And I want back there!

The time we had there was so amazing and everything (and I mean EVE-RY-THING!) was okay in life. You had no problems, no one blamed you or whatever.

You were there with people who have the same interest in TV-shows and like the same actors you like.. I just loved it.

And (I still can't believe it) I hugged Matt Cohen AND Misha Collins! ♥♥

AND I have autographs from every single actor who was there. With photo. Except Kim, because I didn't really liked the photo of her.

I can tell you, I lost A LOT of money. u__u

The problem now is.. I want back there. So badly! D:
It sounds stupid but it's like.. there, everything was perfect. It wasn't my life but I enjoyed it there and it was like my life was perfect, too, just by listening to these awesome people.

When I was back at home, everything crashed. I got my own life back, had the usual problems, the same persons around me.. you know.

But what should I expect, huh? Life hates me, I should already know that.

Well, that's it.

See you next time, guys!

(Supernatural is on hiatus. Q___Q)

I will take photos of my photos with the autographs and show it to you, don't worry. :3

Till then!

Wouldn't it be awesome, if you had someone from a different country you just exchange things with you, i mean, like they can send me candy from where they live and I'd send them german candy or more like what they sell here or we could send letters and drawings and stupid stuff and anything.

That would be cool.

I want someone like that.

Hilfe?

Hey Leute~

Mal eben ein deutscher, random dazwischen geschobener Post, weil ich eure Hilfe/Meinung whatever brauche. :3

Und zwar geht das mehr an die Japan-Interessierten.

Ich hab' mich dazu entschlossen, in meiner Klasse ein Japan bezogenes Referat zu halten und mir stehen die Türen offen. Wirklich, mein Lehrer sagt, ich kann machen, was ich will, ihm ist das egal. Da es aber so viele gute und interessante Themen gibt, kann ich mich nicht entscheiden.

Das Thema soll natürlich interessant sein und auch viele ansprechen und nicht dafür sorgen, dass alle einschlafen.
Ich würde von euch nun gerne wissen, was ihr persönlich denn gerne hören wollen würdet?

Ich würde mich freuen, wenn ihr mir einen Kommentar hinterlassen würdet oder die, die bei Animexx sind, können auch da abstimmen. LINK

Just another thing.

Guess what started? Right. SHERLOCK SEASON 3 !!

I am SO excited, you can't believe it! I'm jumping up and down every time I think about it it's just asdfghjkl; !!

We waited sooo long and now it's time. Sherlock fans out there.. I feel with you. Congratulations to all of us! ♥♥♥

Time for Pic-Spam! :D

Dinner

Today (correctly, yesterday) me and my family went to a restaurant. Reason was my grandmothers birthday. Yaay. Human interacting.

We were at this restaurant before and it was pretty good and the guys there were really chilly and funny and whatever.

I looked into the menu what to eat and... MEAT. Meat everywhere!

Meat from Cow, meat from pig, fish, bird meat.. everywhere. Just. meat There were no vegetarian food. q__q

Just one. Single. Dish. Great!

So I decided to make my own food. DADADAM!

I took a salad, rice and a sauce (i wanted it for the rice, but what I didn't know was, that the rice already had a kind of sauce @__@) So later I gave the sauce I ordered to my father xD

Before dinner I had some bread which was really delicious. <3

The... kind of dip I would say. For the bread. delicious.

FOOD <3

I had a cup of black tea and it was so delicious. I LOVE tea and that one was really good. And I got some biscuits together with the it. How cute is that??!

I saw a picture on the wall which showed a woman (my sister said what's her name but I forgot it. sorry xD) and I wanted to take a picture of it so badly!

Normally I'm not really a fan of women but she was amazing! If I had the chance to meet her in real life I would never let her go again. :D
Sounds creepy.

But suddenly there were people in the way so I couldn't take a picture. -.- But I won't give up, I will come again!

So, yeah, that was my evening. Exciting.

Don't forget to check out my second blog.

(:

Ah, yeah, I have to apologize for my really bad English, but it is late / very early (about half past 3 in the morning) and.. yeah :D

See you guys !

The words unspoken

I'm sick of this. Sick of this life. This boring life. My boring life.

Every week I'm waiting for the weekend, and when it's time, I'm doing nothing. I'm planning to do so much and in the end I sit at home in front of the PC or the TV and playing PS3 or watching movies.

Week for week. Sometimes I meet some friends or we visit someone of the family, but otherwise.. nothing. What a great life.

You can't call this a life!

I want to do things! See things! Meet foreigners. And I need to change some things. Change me. I can not go on like this. I don't like this anymore.

I'm not enjoying what I'm doing, I would like to change so many things and because it is so much and it is a lot of hard work I'm doing nothing.

Great!

But a few days ago I had a long talk with my sister and we talked a lot about this kind of things and what will happen in the future..

I don't know. I'm feeling lost. I lost my way and I don't know what to do.

I'm still young but at the same time I waste so much time (or better, I think I do), I could do so much more, but I think, I just have not the power for all of this. It's too much.

Even what kind of education I want to do.. I don't know!

I wanted to go to the police, but now.. I don't know anymore.